I believe very strongly that honestly is the best policy. I believe that life should be lived to the fullest. I believe that if you don’t have enough zen moments (moments of being IN the moment) then you need to sit down in the rain and appreciate it. I love doing nice, long yoga sessions, drinking wine (and such) in the company of friends, and paddle boarding for hours.
I also have 3 kids, 2 dogs, 2 cats, 3 rats, a job as a software consultant, and a real life. My dumb house does not clean itself. I think it would be awesome to eat nothing but whole foods all the time but sometimes a frozen pizza is just easier. (read 90% of the time)
Kind of a bummer sometimes. Kind of great sometimes. Yin and Yang, wine and vodka, reasonable thoughts and insanity. I have them all. Bet you do too.